19Nov 08 3.37am rec..A friend like u is a GIFT that paints a smile in my heart,it give memories that will stay in me,Not 4 a “while” but 4 a “lifetime”
21 Nov 08 1.24am s….If I had a star for everytime you made me smile, i’d have a whole nights sky in the palm of my hands
Lets not bring any -ve thoughts to myself… since last night, I had my last shed..U started it…
I think I just blew it and ..overreacted. So what, if there is, if it isnt. Why do I FEEL IT? Until I got to ask if its what I think it was. Then the answer was nope. Though it seemed that its bileteral. The answer was nope again, and if there will be, I will be informed. If it there will be, I told my plan is to bake more.
i m capable of it….
Long lost friend… We used to hang around together during our school days, I was the plain Jane, who loves to eat, sit around and paint my art and grow fat. They will dressed up and put on make up for tea parties.. and maybe dates… . .. I dont recall how we lost touch, all of us left overseas to search for greener pastures, and to earn a living. She asked.. are u still the shy, quiet type… ? I told her… sometimes, I do feel a bit shy… quiet…err.. I m quite talkative (sometimes) but I can be very quiet and in my own planet.
All these years, I had never failed to think of them, and tried to locate them. They just seemed to vanished. I deeply missed them, all the silly things we did together.
Finally..she sent me a message..I was surprised..I m delighted despite all the chaos recently and slight depression over a little something .. ..it has been a tiring day for me after the crazy classes I had today..and lack of sleep last night due to coffee and late night milk tea that I took from my friend.. I just couldnt sleep..its great to chat with her again. I hope to see her next year and we could try to locate the rest of our gang n paint the town red.
I kept this post for over a month…unpublished.
As I was practising my choreo..(hiphop). I didnt realise May was standing at the front door, watching me. Until I turned around… She came to me,and again told me that was her first class. I told her I understood her feelings, and I took sometime to talk to her and showed her what she wanted to know, and she asked me, what motivates me to dance. I said, I always wanted to but I dont dare. Then, I told her, my instructor inspired me to dance. (I told my instructor what I said that day)
After class, Connie spoke to me.. I like your dance style which many doesnt carry. I was flattered, but very surprised to hear that.
That was a month ago.. now, things has changed except, that, the person will still inspires me to do what I like.
Someone just told me, nothing is forever… we know that, I just want to keep the best memories and when I look back, I can smile at the photos, the little blogs, or the things friends do with each other…
Busy week ahead till end of August… then a good short break.. and then busy again with new release of body jam 46.
Today is the 3rd or 4th class of hiphop. Faster routine,complicated as well… dancing to song "4 Minutes". IT was brain jam for us all. We can feel our brains exploding.. we stayed on for half and hour trying to link each moves together. I hope I dont dream of the moves tonight.
Feat. Sean Paul
[Sean Paul]
Certified quality
A dat da girl dem need and dem not stop cry without apology
Buck dem da right way â€" dat my policy
Sean Paul alongside â€" now hear what da man say â€" Beyonce
Dutty Ya, Dutty Ya, Dutty Ya
Beyonce sing it now ya
[Beyonce]
BABY BOY YOU STAY ON MY MIND
FULFILL MY FANTASIES
I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME
I SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS
BABY BOY NOT A DAY GOES BY
WITHOUT MY FANTASIES
I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME
I SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS
AAH OH MY BABY’S FLY BABY OH
YES NO HURT ME SO GOOD BABY OH
I’M SO WRAPPED UP IN YOUR LOVE LET ME GO
LET ME BREATHE STAY OUT MY FANTASIES
[Sean Paul]
Ya ready gimme da ting dat ya ready get ya live
And tell me all about da tings that you will fantasize
I know you dig da way me step da way me make my stride
Follow your feelings baby girl b/c they cannot be denied
Come check me in-a night and make we get it amplified
Me have da ting to run da ship cause I’m go slip and I’m go slide
And in the words of love I got ta get it certified
But I give you da toughest longest kinda ride â€" girl
[Beyonce]
BABY BOY YOU STAY ON MY MIND
FULFILL MY FANTASIES
I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME
I SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS
BABY BOY NOT A DAY GOES BY
WITHOUT MY FANTASIES
I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME
I SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS
PICTURE US DANCIN REAL CLOSE
IN A DARK DARK CORNER OF A BASEMENT PARTY
EVERY TIME I CLOSE MY EYES
IT’S LIKE EVERYONE LEFT BUT YOU AND ME
IN OUR OWN LITTLE WORLD
THE MUSIC IS THE SUN
THE DANCE FLOOR BECOMES THE SEA
FEELS LIKE TRUE PARADISE TO ME
BABY BOY YOU STAY ON MY MIND
FULFILL MY FANTASIES
I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME
I SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS
BABY BOY NOT A DAY GOES BY
WITHOUT MY FANTASIES
I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME
I SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS
BABY BOY YOU STAY ON MY MIND
BABY BOY YOU ARE SO DAMN FINE
BABY BOY WON’T YOU BE MINE
[Sean Paul]
Top top â€" girl
Me and you together is a wrap â€" dat girl
Driving around da town in your drop top â€" girl
You no stop shock â€" girl
Little more da Dutty, we’ll rock dat world
Top top â€" girl
Me and you together is a wrap â€" dat girl
Driving around da town in your drop top â€" girl
You no stop shock â€" girl
Little more da Dutty, we’ll rock dat world
[Beyonce]
BABY BOY YOU STAY ON MY MIND
FULFILL MY FANTASIES
I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME
I SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS
Slept late on several occasions lately… busy punching keypads … it was fun though especially when it responded. Like a Nintendo game…..but this is more memorable.
Have you ever had moments, when you see something interesting, girls maybe a teddy bear, bags, trinket, cosmetics and you wanted to have it? but if u have it..then..what’s next?
Tonight , no more keypad punching.. I need a rest.
October 08…no more… just like a butterfly, flew away…
Since today I have the time, I decided to go for weights training instead. I presumed that I wont be heading for yum cha since there was no sms received. Why waste such great gym facilities since its so nearby. Was quite buzy earlier in the day, running errands. Quite free in the evening. 
Class was good. I just had brain jam getting use to the half counts… I guess it has been quite a while? Either that I m getting old and forgetful or I m totally not use to J’s class. It kind of reminds me when I started H’s class I had brain jam also. But after a while, I managed quite alright, say a month? A month is just 4 lessons/classes. Kiasu, have to maximise the 1 hour, n jam everything in the brain. It was rather good that we can catch hold of the instructor and ask for tips and how to do this and that. I m trying not to memorise the move, but I cant help it. Dance moves are to be felt, and not memorised or should we memorise? What should it be? How many bars did I managed today? 4 to 5 bars for two classes with everything half counts? Yea..I will survive.
Its been a while since we all get to attend H’s class. Now he should be getting loads of jobs since his popularity shot up after the competition..(just my presumption). J’s class is slightly more complicated than H’s class, different flava.
Uhu..I dont really fancy people not turning up without informing me. Anyways, I just ignore such trivial matters and continue with something more important…yes.. my classes, weights..etc.
Saw this juicy looking Unagi kabayaki at Jusco supermarket, cost me rm22 for a small piece, air flowned from Japan. I couldnt resist it, and had it at 11pm for supper!! Ermm… I think its not much different from the ones I tried at Zenmai Sushi at 1 U. Zenmai Sushi at 1 U tasted so much better than the one at Sunway. At Sunway, I have truly enjoyed, J co’s cuppucino with a free glazed donut. (that explains why I dont look as good as I should have been last time when I was training with my friends at the gym)
Let me see, I think my next target is probably Wendy’s or Kimgary or Ichiban Ramen or …. u guys could probably see me eating more regular meals because doctor’s advise as a precautionary measure against gastric attack.
