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It was a horrible experience, I wasted a few days, I was in pain, I couldnt eat nor drink much. First day, my stomach pressure built, I thought it was food poisonning again, but I couldnt understand the pain. Its not like I ate something wrong. I vomited after lunch and I often wanted to vomit, but nothing much came out. Vomited fluid tasted really acidic. I thought I was getting better on Monday evening, but next day, I felt weaker. Total lost of appetite neither could I drink. I waited for friend to send me to doctor’s, I couldnt bear the pain anymore. The doctor made me lie down whilst she administer her other patient on the next room, and came back to check on me occasionally after she made me ate first tablet. Temperature checked, no fever, she was relieved. 20minutes later after the first medication, another medication given to me. Later she suggested that I take a full blood test to check for stomach disease.

Meanwhile, I m too tired to continue typing… I have been seeking for replacements like mad.

Its my 7th month since I started my bodyjam instructorship. And I still find myself, struggling here and there with it. It might be less stressful, but because I cared, and I wanted to be better each time I go up the stage. It kinda taken a bit toll on me.

Someone asked why I havent taken any photos and posted it on friendster. I find that I aged since I started teaching, and I would bear this tired look on my eyes and face. I decided not to be a "camera whore" a nickname Felicia affectionately gave me last year. Wonder how is she doing touring around Europe now?

Last night, Leonora (head teacher) attended my class, and my heart missed a few beats during my first few tracks. I was ever conscious of her presence, I did a few mistakes… I think, covered up with bad jokes. Well, am I ready for video shooting? , I dont know. I m tempted, but I m fearful of cameras! Fifi was there, he lost some weight Wow!

Dance schools, … I have been asking around to search for a good instructor. I nearly wanted to give up … until I tried my Wednesday class. Not bad, lets see if I will improve on my hiphop.

Thursdays So U THink U can Dance! Hong, Kar Fai made it to the top 4! Thats great. As for ladies, Sim was impressive, my mum like her too, she likes both Hong and Kar Fai.

Friday, catching up with xxxxyyyyyzzzz for yumcha and class. Its like ages since I kept postponing meeting with friends. Going to take it slowly, meeting one at a time. Despite quite tired, with two classes today, and almost everyday classes to attend, i guessed when I start to see some of my attendees coming into my class regularly, it can be quite fulfilling.

I missed going to Califit, hanging around with Nao, Felicia, Mango Butt, Joe, Hairi, missed Deno and Sunny’s class, and the other guys for weights training.