Archive for May, 2008

26th May 08-TF

Monday, May 26th, 2008

Its a long day, tiring also. Anxiety awaits me as time passes by. I look forward to get it done and over with, yet, fearful that I might screw up here and there.

There is one thing, noone can be perfect. However,  I always believe, if we dont try to aim for perfection, then when all factors rushes in during the time when we are required to perform, we will never be able to deliver.

I do admire some people who seemed so perfect. YEt, I know I cant never be without flaws at this moment.

I was precise today, understandable, yet some elements missing .. J said, 6 months down the road. F Q, Conf, Right CR, Sharp Exec, ..

6 months from now, it shall be.

food poisoning Wednesday 14th May

Friday, May 16th, 2008

I just hate that feeling, unable to walk straight, legs werent unable to support my body and was feeling cold all over even under a thick comforter without the aircon on. It started in the afternoon until late evening. Diarrhea n vomitting stopped late at night.

Then I got calls, something screwed up between two instructors for class replacement arrangements(not Bodyjam), boys, I m sick to my stomach with my food poisoning. PLeeeeassseeee leeettt meee RESSTTTT!

Imho, When one seeks for replacement, first duty=>>>>>u must always inform the group coordinator that u found Mr /Ms XXX to replace you. 2nd, the one who agreed, should not assume that the first has informed and you should also take initiative to advise the group coordinator too. And dont wait for the GC to call you to confirm when you have agreed in the first place!

And after all the smses and calls, another  sms came in.. I will be paid a visit by Leonora tomorrow. Oooo.. I was thinking if I can survive the food poisoning. So, I replied, I m suffering from food poisoning. Next thing, I think I fell asleep. I didnt vomit the next day. However, I still went for my class at 1pm. Exhausted, I wonder why I did it. I could have just called for replacement. Well, most disgusting noise I make was burping.

In the evening, Leonora came in. Bubbly and lively as I would always described her, full of positive energy in her. I do felt a bit worried that I might screw up big time due to lack of energy, dehydrated, and LACK OF FOOD!!!! Arrhh..the Mic went off half way at second block, I have to shout until the next drink break. I changed the battery, but I got the wrong one. Anyway, I managed to get through without fainting. A member came to me, are you "JJ". LOL. 

YOGA YOGA!

Monday, May 5th, 2008

2nd Week since I started balance and Yoga.. my goodness… I m so stiff and rigid. What happened to all the poses that I could do??

Cant do the bridge with leg lifted, cant do this cant do that. Stiff, weak, cant maintain my balance. Weak and stiff left knee.

After today’s Yoga.. I m so tired. ARRR!!But it was good laugh at the class… when I lost balance etc.